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The Most Beautiful Love Story: Manifesting Love.


As a norm, when I write a blog post I do my best to be clear about all the elements that build the story and how it can help everyone to change their perspective on the subject. It is not the case today, as this is just a story and I leave it for all of you to interpret what it means and how you might be able to use it. Therefore, I'll leave all comments and facts to your imagination. This is a real story that took place many years ago about manifesting love and this is how it happened. 

It was around 7 pm. I had been at the university library all day. As there were still two hours before closing time I picked another book and started reading it. For some strange reason by the time I finished reading one sentence, I forgot its content. I read the first page several times and yet I couldn't remember anything I had read. My conclusion was that I had to call it a day and move on to something different. 

I still had two hours of library, so I moved to the computer room. I felt overloaded with words and knowledge. Somehow I felt that something had to come out before I could feed my brain with more information. I knew then I had to write something creative. What to write, I didn't know. I had a computer, a blank page, a very strong intention, and thus, far I had been listening to the signs. 

It was then that I saw a girl standing by the the printer. I had never seen her before that day. However, the feeling I had was that I knew her and even before I decided what to write, I made that girl the subject of my story. This is the moment when both, Adolf and Max are born. Adolf is a bitter, middle age writer. He likes the girl, but riddled in a world of impossibility where love is not possible, he creates the first character, Max, with dubious intentions.

Hence, Max is a character born with the only intention to fall in love with this girl. Adolf's plans are however, not of love, but of pain and suffering, as he has decided that Max will indeed be in love with her, but never be able to experience love with her. Within a paragraph of being born, Max liberates himself from the control of the writer and decides to write his own story. Throughout the entire story, there's a struggle: Adolf tries to gain control of Max to no avail. 

When Max begins to write, he talks only about this girl and how much he wishes to express his feelings to her. He would do anything to be near her. Soon the magic begins. It is not possible to see where fiction begins or ends, as love and magic fills every space in the present moment. At one point Max realises that this girl, whose name is still unknown to him is a hacker. She has access to his computer and knows that Max is writing about her. She also knows what his intentions are, which makes it even more awkward for him, as his only expression is through writing, to which she has access. 

As this was the last story I wrote in Spanish, this girl become a pirate. A pirate is or it used to be the Spanish term for hacker. This twist is also the beginning of an adventure in the quest of love. Reality fills with magic. 

It is closing time at the library. Before I leave I wrote down a phone number written in an ad on a board that students use to do skill exchanges. There were many ads, but only this one called my eye. By the time I got home, Max is really excited, as the phone number I picked at the library is the phone number of the girl standing by the printer that evening. As we have never met before or know anything about each other, it is impossible to know, but somehow, both Max and I know that this is her. We are certain about it.

By now Max is really excited that he knows her name: Fiona. Such is the excitement that I have no choice but to call her even though is quite late. When Fiona picks the phone, the feeling is that this is a woman I already know and yes, I do know that she is in fact the girl standing by the printer. To add more magic, she also knows that I am the one calling. But how is this possible? We've never met before. We don't know each others names or what we sound like. 

After a long conversation, we arrange to meet three days later at a different place at university. Max can't wait for the meeting to happen, but at the same time he's at peace knowing that their first meeting is near. As she already knows what he feels, he also knows he doesn't have to say anything, just turn up and be. He also knows she feels the same way towards him. 

The next day while Max continues to write his story, I am sitting at the computer room at the library, and as fate wants it, there is only one free computer next to me. And of course, Fiona appears and sits there. An unexpected encounter. The 30 seconds or so that it takes me to react seem an eternity and I feel like I've been busted. She knows, I know. As we had already arranged a meeting that week, Max feels that waiting for that moment is worth it, but what is the point of waiting if we are already at that moment? Fate doesn't want us to wait three days. 

To make it even more awkward, Fiona begins to laugh, at which point I have no choice but to ask her: "Are you Fiona?" to what she replies: "You're Manel. I knew it. I knew it was you. I don't know how, but I knew it was you." 

"I also knew it was you and I was just writing about it." I said. From that day, Fiona read the story as it was written and delivered every day. From that day, there was also love. A lot happened in between that moment and the end of the story. And, yes, this story also has an end; one which no one but me has so far managed to make sense of. There was no apparent reason to end, and yet, it did. There was also a lot of magic to this end. And sad or not, it was perfect.

Another curious fact was that weeks before I saw the name Fiona written on a piece of paper and I told myself, that Fiona is the name of my future girlfriend. Was I manifesting or was I remembering what will happen?

When the relationship ends and with Fiona out of the picture, Max didn't feel there was any point in continuing writing the story, so he decided to put an end to it. As Max separated from Adolf, his creator at the very beginning of the story, he had no identity or vocation which to follow. With this in mind, Max tries throughout to find both; vocation and identity with not much luck or not luck at all. 

In his last words he describes what the experience was like: "I've tried to be a pirate, a poet and several other things since I was born in order to belong, but what I am, who I really am, is a verb in love. I Am In Love. 

I have spoken and written this message many times before: I Am In Love. All the elements are here. Today I feel it is for others to interpret what this story means. 

I lived other love stories, as I believe most people have. I hope the title of this blog post is not misleading. When one is in love, their story is always the most beautiful. The reason I wanted to share this message is not to claim that mine is in fact the most beautiful of all. Love is not a competition. The intention is to share a few elements and the magic that came along with it.

I also believe that the one and most beautiful love story one can have, it's the one that we have with ourselves. But that's a different story. 

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The Wild Man: Rising And Gathering.


The figure of the wild man is perhaps one of the most misunderstood, disliked and even feared by society. Rules and regulations that no longer serve the soul are to be broken, obsolete traditions changed and the truth must be spoken at any cost. In order to do so and as a catalyst of change, the wild man presents himself unprotected. His actions might even be interpreted as reckless at times. From the general stand point of a safe life and conformity, one might see certain behaviours as such, as he will risk his freedom and even his life to pursue freedom for all. But there cannot be change without risks and he is aware of this fact. He does not fear the consequences of his actions.

Infused by an incredible confidence in himself, courage and a vision of a new world that provides for the needs of the whole of humanity without exception, the wild man would do whatever it takes to achieve this goal. What others think of him is insubstantial to him. While he might seem an easy target, leading a solitary life that most people would confuse with weakness of character, the outcast, the black ship; the wild man is a man on a mission and he knows that in order to change the world, sometimes we must face unpleasant situations that he will take on like a drill through a wall. And when these situations are presented he will make a stand and remain until it is solved. In any case, he will seek for the best outcome for all when possible.

He is a leader that sometimes will lead, always support and uplift others in their healthy endeavours, as well as showing everyone, that we are all leaders. The time for humanity to begin to recognise that no one is above anyone else is here and this can only be shown by action. The distinction in this case is only that someone has to go first. Once he sees that his example has soaked the souls of others and encouraged them to lead, he will remove himself from the stage to allow others to enjoy a small kind of rebirth and celebration that comes when one dares to take initiatives and discover talents and gifts that remained dormant within.

Although solitary, the wild man is a people's person, loving both men and women equally. However, he is also a threatening figure to most men that will find him irreverent and defiant. It is easy for others to recognise in him the call of the wild within and the fire of the soul, reason for which feelings of envy and jealousy arise. Such fire is very magnetic and attractive. At this stage he is unbeatable, for not even death means defeat when one is expressing the soul. To the wild man, a shorter, but fulfilling life is much better than a life of conformity chewing the lie of a nine to five day after day. 

The wild man is a warrior of peace and love, although one should really avoid challenging his physical integrity. Gifted with the tunnel vision of a dream of love and beauty, under the appropriate circumstances he wouldn't hesitate to remove any obstacles at any cost, although in most cases, and I would even dare to say in all, confrontation ends when others perceive in him a gleam of madness of self-belief in his eyes. The blind faith of others can be very intimidating. 

In his relations with other men, this fact could represent a real challenge, as there is a disparity in thought and belief, which translates in lack of understanding or communication, as if speaking different languages. The wild man speaks not only with words, but with energy, conviction, feelings and emotions which in turn can be perceived by others; and while feeling emotions for him is most natural, such way of communication goes against the norm. Once this obstacle is removed, you will find a very loyal man, touched by a very recognisable innocence which perhaps he carries under a hardened image. 

This image comes from experience of a life not so easy. In order to preserve the wild from childhood to adulthood, he had to be true to himself from a very early age, constantly questioning everything that is wrong with this world regardless of the consequences. Such way of living is a magnet for both; a life full of extraordinary and poetic beauty, but also for very tough situations, which most likely were presented in childhood. He was born agent provocateur and marked with this sign for life. No one is left indifferent before the wild man.

Feeling emotions should not be confused with being emotional. The wild man is just that, a man, not a boy, therefore he will not resort to angry outbursts or childish school tantrums, dealing with situations calmly, almost as if removed from the them. There's power in detachment.

Although wild, the Goddess, the creative energy lives in him bringing balance and harmony. Wild is the only way in which one can express the free spirit of the soul, and although he is understanding of the limitation of the collective consciousness and the fear that it provokes in others, he cannot deny himself the right to find his true expression. In order to heal and find love within first we must break through fear.

Love is very important for the wild man, even though this might not be represented in a relationship. He's restless and will not stop until this world is what is supposed to be, not what has become. Love and peace must be expressed by the collective, therefore, his quest of love is most likely to be one of raising conscience and consciousness. 

It is very likely that he passes through your life like a storm and that for years to come you still wonder how such a short period could have been filled with such richness, beauty and madness. If this is your case right now, know that everything you saw in him is also in you, but you might still be looking outside for answers. He was there to show you for as long as you needed to see it and it is now your responsibility to look within and find it. Also know, that if he loved you once, he will always love you. It's only that he had to go. 

The wild man is both, inviting and elusive. He has the soul of gypsy. Freedom is most precious to him, and at the first sign of possession or manipulation he will raise the red flag. He can be very patient, but there are only so  many times he can be tested. One day perhaps he decides to settle and remain, then he will tell you and you will know what love sounds like when spoken with the soul. But he doesn't need to be loved by anyone. He already has all the love he needs within.

He's is not driven by lust. If lust if in his drive, he's not the wild man. The wild man understands sex as a sacred act and when engaging in it, worship of the body and the soul can be expected in a intimate journey, a dance of two souls towards a healing dimension where only you and him will exist. 

The wild man is here to wake up the world, to support and help to raise the Goddess that is in each of us. He understands that comfort and many other things most people seem to have must be sacrificed; but he also knows that it is not sacrifice at all. He already has everything he needs and wants within. He is a man In Love. Possession is not a word in his vocabulary, as he does not want to be possessed. Do not try. Solitude is for him a form of prayer to the universe, an homage to himself.

Even though he is confident and proud, he wouldn't hesitate to bow in reverence at the first sight of your soul, and for this he will show gratitude. 

The wild man treats everyone with kindness and compassion, but wouldn't allow anyone to take advantage of this. He knows that there's a tendency to interpret such behaviour as weakness. At this point he can become quite intolerant and while he wouldn't do anything to harm others, he has his ways to show his strength in imperceptible ways. There's nothing to fear about this, as he would give plenty of warning before action is taken. Very rarely he will tell you who he is. He is a man of action, even actions are not seen, and he's not here to explain himself to the world.

The wild man is touched by ancient wisdom, as he never separated from the soul, not even at his most unconscious; hence, he is still in touch with the higher self. He is also a teacher, as he knows this wisdom and knowledge must be shared with all. Universal wisdom when share makes us all incredibly powerful. It is also and act of unconditional love.

He is incredibly strong, like a mythological figure, and the softer he is, the stronger he becomes. A paradox. The wild man is not here to destroy, but to create and inspire. However, a note of caution must be given here, as the paradox is something not yet fully understood. The harder you try to destroy him, the more you are going to suffer and destroy yourself. While he's not here to cause harm to anyone, he will destroy egos, false beliefs and challenge everything that is wrong in this world fearlessly. He is very aware of his strength and knows how to measure it. Others are not. Such strength lies dormant in every man. The only difference is that the wild man knows that this strength is with him at all times and he's in touch with it. 

The wild man is beautiful, regardless of what he looks like. Yes, beautiful is not an adjective that undermines him, but that describes him perfectly.

In such challenging world there are still practical things he must learn, such as finding the right language to communicate with other men so as to gather and take responsibility; take care of himself and realise that all those negative and hard experiences that once helped to chisel his character and wisdom are no longer necessary. That life can be much easier by following the path of least resistance. Beyond that, there's a life of abundance for all.

His natural curiosity for the unknown fuels this learning and he's not only not afraid to make mistakes following his intuition in a constant leap of faith, but he is also proud of those mistakes and embrace them as part of who he is. Such mistakes will never harm anyone, not even him. If something doesn't work, he will try something else and life continues being as beautiful.

The wild man is here to uplift your spirit, to reflect and destroy fears until others can see their own soul. He might knock on your door asking for help, only so he can help you. When hesitating, look deep into his eyes and you will know. Do not fear. The wild man is a selfless, gentle soul that is here to serve. He knows this. Now you know it too. If you wonder why you should help him when asked, he has the strength and the courage to go to places that most people wouldn't dare. He wouldn't hesitate to dive in the darkness to bring you love and light.

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